365 Questions--January 10
What is making you mad?
There is an obvious answer to this question, but I swore to myself that I wouldn't speak anymore about my job or financial situation. Since it is the beginning of the year, I spend a lot of time reflecting trying to figure out what needs to change for the new year. This year I found myself genuinely missing being in undergrad. I don't necessarily miss being in school full time. It's more so that I miss being around my friends. I made the best friends I could've ever asked for. We supported each other in everything. When our friends were participating in different events we went. We had the best of times together. It was just an amazing chance to have them in my life. I have nothing short of great memories with them. How would this make me mad? This makes me mad because I know that I haven't always done my part keeping in contact with them. I guess it's the army brat in me thinking that I'd never see them again. I don't want to say that I've been "institutionalized" but for lack of better words I'm going to use that. I get so use to the idea that I'm only going to be around people for 3 or 4 years and I'll never see them again. When the time comes for us to go separate way, I distance myself. It's a really bad habit, and I'm mad at myself for putting myself in the position where I would lose contact with them. Right now, I would give pretty much anything just to have another day of us sitting around being us. Now I think I may have waited too long to fix the problem that I created.
There is an obvious answer to this question, but I swore to myself that I wouldn't speak anymore about my job or financial situation. Since it is the beginning of the year, I spend a lot of time reflecting trying to figure out what needs to change for the new year. This year I found myself genuinely missing being in undergrad. I don't necessarily miss being in school full time. It's more so that I miss being around my friends. I made the best friends I could've ever asked for. We supported each other in everything. When our friends were participating in different events we went. We had the best of times together. It was just an amazing chance to have them in my life. I have nothing short of great memories with them. How would this make me mad? This makes me mad because I know that I haven't always done my part keeping in contact with them. I guess it's the army brat in me thinking that I'd never see them again. I don't want to say that I've been "institutionalized" but for lack of better words I'm going to use that. I get so use to the idea that I'm only going to be around people for 3 or 4 years and I'll never see them again. When the time comes for us to go separate way, I distance myself. It's a really bad habit, and I'm mad at myself for putting myself in the position where I would lose contact with them. Right now, I would give pretty much anything just to have another day of us sitting around being us. Now I think I may have waited too long to fix the problem that I created.
Always on my mind
You're always on my mind
Thoughts of you all the time
You're always on my mind
You're always on my mind
Thoughts of you all the time
You're always on my mind
--Brandy
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