365 Questions--May 2
Why do you want to deal with your past now?
I kind of talked about this in yesterday's post, but I finally understand that prophecy. I planned on doing a mental health series for the question of the day anyway, but literally Sunday a light went off in my head when Pastor was preaching, and I got the understanding I needed. For the longest time, I couldn't understand why I experienced that level of betrayal and disloyalty over and over and over, and now I know why.
That prophecy from years ago is finally showing up. When I was told that I had a David anointing, I never knew that it meant I was going to have to experience the greatest pain I had ever felt in my life. I never knew it was going to make me want to kill myself. I never that it would force me to have to trust a complete stranger, like my pastor and first lady, to help me be rebuilt with love.
I've never experienced a love like that ever in my life. That was the first time I had ever experienced agape before. Agape is the love of God. My pastor and first lady love me so much. I don't have to talk to them every day to know that. I know for a fact that they go to bat for me all the time. They always know when the devil is messing with me. I don't have to worry about them ever doing to me what I had experienced before because they are about God for real. Conversations that I've had with First Lady has given me more understanding.
Now that I know why I went through those things, I want to deal with them and leave them in the past forever. I can't move forward with Young, Saved, and Free if I don't get free from these things. In order for me to be the face of YSF I have to be YSF. Young. Saved. Free.
I kind of talked about this in yesterday's post, but I finally understand that prophecy. I planned on doing a mental health series for the question of the day anyway, but literally Sunday a light went off in my head when Pastor was preaching, and I got the understanding I needed. For the longest time, I couldn't understand why I experienced that level of betrayal and disloyalty over and over and over, and now I know why.
That prophecy from years ago is finally showing up. When I was told that I had a David anointing, I never knew that it meant I was going to have to experience the greatest pain I had ever felt in my life. I never knew it was going to make me want to kill myself. I never that it would force me to have to trust a complete stranger, like my pastor and first lady, to help me be rebuilt with love.
I've never experienced a love like that ever in my life. That was the first time I had ever experienced agape before. Agape is the love of God. My pastor and first lady love me so much. I don't have to talk to them every day to know that. I know for a fact that they go to bat for me all the time. They always know when the devil is messing with me. I don't have to worry about them ever doing to me what I had experienced before because they are about God for real. Conversations that I've had with First Lady has given me more understanding.
Now that I know why I went through those things, I want to deal with them and leave them in the past forever. I can't move forward with Young, Saved, and Free if I don't get free from these things. In order for me to be the face of YSF I have to be YSF. Young. Saved. Free.
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